Sunday, March 8, 2015

I have a lot of goals!

I've always been a very ambitious person. From a very young age. I would just lay in my bed and fantasize about my life and what I would be and what I would accomplish. That has never let me. There is a thrill of putting the pen to the paper and mapping out where I am going. Now, I am not someone that puts my life on a timeline but I have ballpark expectations of where I should be by when. As right now, I am a graduate student that is enlisted in the U.S. Army. It makes me feel empowered and a little intimidated to be one of the few people among my peers pursuing a graduate degree. In the midst of that, I am currently doing a virtual internship to gain valuable and relevant work experience for when I exit the service. I also have to accept that all my time is borrowed time and I've set a goal to enjoy my life as much as possible. I want to have as much joy as possible. I want to find fulfillment and peace in all that I do. So, now I'm in search of many hobbies. Being that I am in the Army, we work out all the time. My personal hobby is to work out which would be difficult to believe since I struggle with physical training at work. I've also elected to learn how to swim, it's a joy.

Overall, I'm just a young woman trying to find my way and ultimately myself.

So right now, if I could summarize myself I am

A 25-year-old black woman with liberal beliefs in terms social, religious and political views. I currently leisurely attend a Unitarian Universalist church. I have a strong desire to understand more about the religion of Buddhism if I can remember to dedicate time to it. I am going to school to obtain masters in Business Psychology and I will likely end up somewhere in the world of Human Resources or consulting, I am trying to find some hobbies and right I'm trying blogging. I also am into reading, learning how to swim, Crossfit, surfing the web, binging on Hulu/Netflix and a health enthusiast. I want to relearn Haitian Creole, I want to do a little more Crossfit, dedicate more time to the mastery of Yoga and I want to get into cycling. I've always signed up to learn to ride a motorcycle and I really want to get into Combatives. I am, however, willing to embark on any martial arts method or even boxing. I've been looking up community events and I want to dedicate at least 1-2 weeks to really partaking in as many activities as possible! I also am obsessed with fashion, hair care and makeup and I spend hours to researching the new trends. I also want to get into hosting house events or dinner parties because I feel like I want to be more grown and sophisticated. In terms of my career in the Army, I want to get out. I really dislike being in the service although I've grown a love and respect for the military. I want to get out with masters and at least three internships and grow to be a more competent and efficient worker and the person to be around.


LOL, I am all over the place. I really needed to get that out.